Standing in the dark

Figuree 1: Sun-stars in the dark.

As I watched you from far away, I knew that things wouldn't get better. Your attitude is so poisonous that people around you hate to be with you or even have a decent conversation. You seemed so proactive while all the while you are not only slacking off but messing up with other people's job.

I can't help but notice that everything you do is for your own glory. Your deeds always have to point to yourself to dignify and state your point. After all, is it you who have been doing all the great things, or your ill mistreated subordinates under your dictatorship.

Everything you say is the best way and you never take other's opinion into consideration. Uneasy when looking at other people developing themselves or just taking their own time to enjoy. Maybe you've been too alone, or just too selfish. Or it's just me, standing in the dark with my deep and dark assumptions.

Figure 2: As I stare at the flames.

Neverending Tomorrow

As I used to be someone with a heart filled with never-ending winter, it seems that my tomorrows are filled with neverending sorrows. Lost loved ones here and there and lost my way through the rushes of darkness. I fell down and indulged in never-ending darkness.

In total darkness I tried to find my way and seek the light, I failed again and again, slipping away my final grip of sanity. It is so hard to focus, when your mind is filled with darkness. Never-ending darkness keeps on growing and growing.

Deep in my heart, a dark shroud has enveloped. Creating a distant gap between reality and fantasy. My tomorrows are getting dimmer and the light seems to fade. Hope is so dim now and whenever I strive to reach for the light. It keeps getting farther and farther.

Before dark

Figure 1: Before it's dark outside.

Been returning late back home since I've been busy with my project. Whenever I walked out of my office, it was already dark and the streetlights are shining brightly. It pleases me that my project is on schedule but I found out that I seem to have less time for the things that I really like to do.

Today, I decided to leave earlier than expected, as soon as the sky is about to get darker, I save up my work and reminded all my fellow mates to take a break and go back early today. Some did as I recommended and some others decide to stay and continue their unfinished work.

I realized that today, no matter how hardworking we are, how workaholic, we should take time to take off early from work and do the things we enjoy. I'll just ponder around my collectibles for a bit and tomorrow I'll take a pair out for a spin. Most probably will be wearing those Nike SBs.

Dark & Darker...

Time fleets by unrealized,
Wise ones are aware,
Change filled every space,
Choking those unprepared...

Physical beauties are everywhere,
Lacking heart qualities,
Morals & tradition change,
Killing those old kindness...

Unappreciated ones die,
Replaced by fools & fake,
Action & reality is gone,
Replaced by falseness of the tongue...

Voice of the hearts,
Matters not anymore,
Replaced by materialistic mess,
Which kills real love life...